Weekly Digest for February 14th
Posted By Chris Davis on February 14, 2010
Chris is still really bored. I’ve got Becca back, though, and she’s all that really matters anyway… [cdchris12].
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Weekly Digest for February 7th
Posted By Chris Davis on February 7, 2010
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Weekly Digest for January 31st
Posted By Chris Davis on January 31, 2010
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admin published Day 2.
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admin published One Small Victory For Me….
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Chris is feeling kinda bored, lonely, and sad. He misses you so much… [cdchris12].
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Day 2
Posted By Chris Davis on January 24, 2010
As reality begins to set in, my life is reverting back to what it always was; a shithole of an existence. I’m super lonely. Even my roommate doesn’t want to hang out with me. Do I even have friends on this rock? Have I burned every single bridge I ever crossed on this place? Tropical paradise, my ass.
One of Becca’s friends sent me a message today. They wanted me to know that they think I am a “swell guy”, and that they would be there to talk to me if I got too lonely… I politely declined their offer almost right away. There’s a bridge burning right there…
I hate it when music becomes torture for me. It seems like every tune I hear just depresses me. Some songs make me want to cry…
I want to be done with the military. I want to leave Okinawa. I want to leave my job. I just want to… Do anything but this… Three fucking years of my life have been wasted on this goddamn island. I’m ready to leave.
Weekly Digest for January 24th
Posted By Chris Davis on January 24, 2010
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Chris I hate waiting on an email that is destined not to come… Fuck. My. Life. [cdchris12].
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admin published Help me, I’m drowining….
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admin published Day 1.
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Day 1
Posted By Chris Davis on January 24, 2010
So, today was my first full day without talking to Becca… I’ve realized a lot of things just sitting here. in my room, thinking about all of this. I realized I have built my day to day schedule, my list of friends, and basically my whole life here around communicating with her. Not talking to her at night, or at lunch, or at all, really, feels really alien to me. My life really kinda gets on my nerves when the calls stop coming, the emails trickle down to nothing but porn and spam, and my co-workers decide to harass and extort me…
It’s just kinda hard to be me right now, I suppose. I know I deserve all of this… I made my bed, now it’s time for me to lie down and take a nap in it. That doesn’t mean I have to be the next Rapunzel, though. I’ll get over this, and be a better man for making it. That process just takes time.
Help me, I’m drowining…
Posted By Chris Davis on January 22, 2010
I don’t know where my life is headed anymore.
Becca and I found out for sure that Svein is my son yesterday. I knew that she wouldn’t handle the news well, but I guess I couldn’t have prepared myself for her reaction. She wants three months of space from me. No contact for three months. It’s only been 6 hours, and I’m already choking back tears. Will she even want me back? I really do love her, and I have no wY to show her that I mean it. I already miss her like crazy.
So, I have a son now… What do I do now? I don’t know how to be a father… I never even had one of my own… I’m so fucked.
I’m seriously depressed. Like crying in public kinda depressed. I want to talk to someone about all this, but I don’t think anyone would listen to me bitch about the life I’ve made for myself being shitty…
Fuck it. I’m just writing to myself anyway. No one visits my site anyway…
Weekly Digest for November 7th
Posted By Chris Davis on November 7, 2009
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Chris liked 2 websites.
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Chris reviewed http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6H7FDbo7yQ.
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admin published F’n A..
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Chris liked 3 websites.
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F’n A.
Posted By Chris Davis on November 5, 2009
It seems like the entire world is happy, every last one of the ppl on this planet, except me. Can I just walk off the face of the planet without anyone noticing?
Weekly Digest for October 31st
Posted By Chris Davis on October 31, 2009
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admin published Fuck My Life….
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Chris liked 911 Calls Sounds and Sound Bites.
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